[2008-05-05 - 9:11 a.m.] - moving right along

1. I keep thinking "a real life" with amazement, but what do I mean? An incautious life or a life in which I am only responsible for myself? Coffee in the mornings, paperwork in the afternoon, television in the evening. Sitting on my balcony with a notebook.

2. A legitimate fear:

Will I be destroyed like Disa moving to Toronto? If I get there and realize that I'm alone and bad and that I don't want anything.


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